Start to write in English frequently again.

 

These days seems a little hard for me to get through.

 

At the beginning, the most serious problem is my attitude towards application, a pessimistic and self-contempt attitude. I always think that my conditions are not so attractive since I have neither preeminent paper nor high undergraduate GPA, which makes my resume look quite poor.

 

Thank you for giving me so much encouragement to help me get over this kind of thought.

 

I am trying hard to contact actively with several  professors but the results bring me nothing but disappointment.

 

A just graduate Ph.D. of a professor told me that the professor hasn't recruit any new students for several years and will not in the near future;

 

Another professor told me in his mail that he doen't know whether he wil be hiring in the fall of 2007.

 

Atlanta, seems further and further to me.

 

Tears.

 

      由于担心即将去的地方条件十分艰苦，所以要带的东西太多，以致于塞进箱子之后怎么都盖不上盖子，iami汗流浃背地整了很久，箱子还是在提到33＃楼下的时候裂开缝隙。

      后来又辛苦地将箱子搬去他宿舍，把他装冬天衣服的箱子腾出来给我带走。赶不上约定的集合时间，跟队长打电话说我自己去北站与大家汇合。

      急急忙忙去超市买了很多吃的，生怕我去了个什么也买不着的农村，平时爱吃的东西一拿就是两三包。

      其实到这一刻，我还是很不情愿地踏上这个社会实践的旅途，完全是出于情感因素，再加上箱子坏掉，又开始想掉眼泪。

      他的表现让我觉得从未有过的感动。看到他蹲在我箱子前帮我塞东西，忙到衣服全都湿透的样子，我突然觉得这个男人是如此地令人信赖和可以依靠。